I rationalized; I’d not eaten meat for over 16 years. I’d done my duty. One little steak won’t hurt. No one will know. It looks so good. And, with that, I found a renowned steakhouse from my guidebook and took a seat. When the waitress came round she asked for my order. I said the steak. She asked how I’d like it cooked. I had no idea? The last time I ordered a steak, I’m pretty sure my mom was still cutting my meat.
When my dinner arrived, I was anxious and excited. I took knife and fork (in the wrong hands apparently, remember, I’d never cut my own meat before) and began to dig in. It was marvelous, everything I remembered and much, much more. It was made even more special because of the secret I was keeping. Forbidden things always taste better.
I’ve been eating meat now for about three years, after 24 years of being a vegetarian, with the exception of one sunny day in Uruguay where I ate the most delicious steak I’ve ever had. I’ve told people my gateway meat was the deer and elk my ex boyfriend would bow hunt, but perhaps it was that steak in Uruguay so many years earlier.